Kintsugi : Perfectionism, Mastery, Self-Compassion and Creativity
by Tim TimmiA musing on creativity and the seeking of mastery and self-compassion through the embracing of beauty through imperfection.
The Japanese practice of Kintsugi (金 継ぎ — golden joinery) embraces the beauty of things by the brokenness of things. When a plate or a vase is damaged, it undergoes a special repair process whereby cracks and fractures are filled in with gold. In effect the repaired object becomes stronger and more beautiful than it originally was because it was broken.
I have always found this to be a simple, beautiful yet profound concept.
Relating to creativity, there is something makes me happy about the idea that we could be add more richness and authenticity to what we make and do because of our flaws.
When we attempt things, from time to time we might succeed. But often we do not, and yet we spend vast amounts of time and energy putting forward an illusion that we haven’t failed, we do not hurt and we have no splinters. Eventually, the years of slights, unexpressed emotions, ups and downs, things that were said or not said, done and not done effectively compel us to create a veneer of invulnerability— in effect a ‘mental dam’ which prevents us from creating in a way that is true and faithful to ourselves and our experiences.
But what if we were able to find peace, self-compassion and the ability to achieve mastery simply by highlighting and filling in our brokenness with gold? What if instead of hiding our damage and pursuing false and unattainable ideals of perfection, we celebrated our flaws for the purposes of creating infinitely more powerful and engaging work?
This leads me to the concept of perfectionism and the concept of mastery.
Perfectionism strives for the eradication of all our perceptible errors, whereas mastery seeks minimization, understanding, integration and acceptance of those flaws. Perfectionism comes from a place of lack and scarcity. It has an inherent undertone that suggests that a work might not be worthy unless it is completely devoid of imperfections and flaws.
Perfectionism can be alienating, whereas mastery is inclusive. I am firmly of the belief that there is no greater way to show greater respect for your fellow man than to through respect for oneself and the quest for achieving the utmost quality of the craft of your choice. For me, it feel as thought when I put forward something to be consumed by others, done to the best of my ability, it’s my way of essentially saying that ‘I care enough to want to offer you my best through my decision to master the process of its creation’, if that makes any sense. The result invariably being the elevation of oneself, either spiritually, artistically or in many cases, both.
I think something can be masterful and yet wonderfully imperfect at the same time and this is what gives it a charm and timeless quality. This is of course, a purely subjective thought, but I cannot help but feel that it is in the gap created by such imperfections, that we find the sense of wonder and possibility that makes a piece of work feel so human and accessible in the first place.
If I were to try to illustrate that musically, it is not the machine-controlled, perfectly synchronized drum beat that never misses a step that excites me, but that single, masterful, human snare hit that was almost on time but just dragged by a fraction of a second… It is not the perfectly calculated singing pitch that I find myself relating to, but the vocal take which is off by just a fraction, yet full to the brim of genuine emotion. I couldn’t connect to songs about situations that might have never been experienced by the writer who made them just to sound legit, only to the song that is about something tangible, that I can be related to and above all, felt.
It is the work that we create when we find ourselves split in so many directions and at our most vulnerable, but willing to stand up again and repair ourselves with gold – stronger, wiser but still raw and authentic. In such moments, something timeless and able to foster a connection between our creative inner worlds and our audience can be brought into existence.
The willingness to show compassion for ourselves and our perceived failings in the face of how we might be received by others can give us the strength to master our respective crafts, master ourselves and both our inner and outer worlds. We are then free to transcend the perceptions of ourselves, even if only just for a little while, to see beauty in what once was broken turned now into gold, in ourselves and in others.
Tim Timmi is a Singer, songwriter, producer and occasional writer.
Such an interesting and thought provoking post 🙂
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“embracing the beauty of things by (through) their brokenness” wow! And even more – becoming more beautiful than having been originally, because of having been broken. God is honoring in a very special way a broken heart. And it’s called blessing. His blessing. Beautiful thoughts! Brilliant! The way gold enriches a former precious vessel, turning it into a even more valuable jewel. I feel enriched by your post. Thanks!
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An exceptional expression of a profound concept. I love it!
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Never heard of this before – thank you for introducing me to this profound and beautiful concept.
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Pithy and beautiful post.
The ability of approaching life creatively makes a person an artist. Art is the perception and evaluation of beauty.
The life mastery is the years of experience.
The biggest mistake is the unknown defect.
Self-compassion is a weeping willow whose branches look down of its own diclining.
For people suffering is the poignant torment of living. The brairds of happiness grow in suffering and become gold sheet flowers on decorating the garden of dreams.
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This paragraph is marvelous., “If I were to try to illustrate that musically, it is not the machine-controlled, perfectly synchronized drum beat that never misses a step that excites me, but that single, masterful, human snare hit that was almost on time but just dragged by a fraction of a second… It is not the perfectly calculated singing pitch that I find myself relating to, but the vocal take which is off by just a fraction, yet full to the brim of genuine emotion.”
Ironically, I was watching the new show “Scorpion” last night and a musician was lamenting at the end about the computer developed and played songs. He said something very similar – perfection is those notes that are just off when played by a human. It in those imperfections do you find perfection. Well said. BTG
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“When a plate or a vase is damaged, it undergoes a special repair process whereby cracks and fractures are filled in with gold. In effect the repaired object becomes stronger and more beautiful than it originally was because it was broken.”
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